all things new..

Last evening after work (and the spans of msn with buttercup, kei & my one of dear ex-colleague) ,took a trip down to kei's lovely place with my new cgl..(all right, not exactly new to me..). He was very encouraging and truly like what he says with this move, I ought to move from glory to glory (i.e. not just remain @ status quo). Wasn't interrogated per my wild imagination (guessed he knew what he ought to know from long, and the thing is that I need not get acquainted to him all over again ~ which is one the reason why i chose to "recuperate" in one of his cg.. and yup.. cuz kei is there too..) Found myself @ ease with most of the familiar faces from n320.. and hopefully will get to know the rest slowly.. hmmm perhaps i joined at not the most perfect timing but haiz.. if i don't get out.. you will find me under the spiderwebs & prolly with mould too in the previous cg..

hmmm steven asked if i'd any aspiration to rise up in the choir. Actually, maybe in this season of time.. no preference..  in the long run ~ nope. Anyway.. it'll take a long time to be officially an AH (jimmy took a year. haha!), oh well.. title doesn't matter la.. with it comes yes, responsibility and more admin (which pose no major issue to me..haha). And told him I'm still in choir still cuz ya, at the moment, didn't want to be spiritually unemployed..

Hmmm at least there are strong matured sisters ard in this cg.. so ya, think the journey to recovery should be expedited.. let me settle in first though.. at least am in a place that I can see myself growing..

Kei, thanks for being my listening ear wo.. :)


What's done can't be undone.. What's broken, even when mended, there will be a scar. Yet.. scars make us stronger for life..

Corrine May ~  Scars (Stronger for Life)

I just want to run
Just want to hide away
Close my eyes to your gaze
Just want to leave
Don't want to hear them say
"You're no good at this"

When the world swirls with naysayers
Broken wings and torn pages
The road ahead
Drowning in my tears

Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life

Losing myself
Gaining it back again
Forging strength from weakness
All that I am
All that I'm meant to be
Melting in your hand

Let the world swirl with naysayers
Pickled hearts and sour faces
What is real is what I cannot see

Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life

Cut away
All within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away
All within me

Cut away
All within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away
All within me

Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger

Scars make us stronger for life