Princess would wish that she resides in the world above and not in the reality...
Yet.. Not now...
Reality... princess get chunky bits of education of life... from the dearest around her... In some ways, she has been rebellious.. Unconsciously... she might have hurt some of those around her with some of the decisions she made... looking back... she understand.. for every cause, there is an effect.. BUT she can't simply just live her lives for others right?
She knows as a result of her actions. she has caused immense inconvenience and unnecessary trouble to someone.. As part of the crew, she knew that he would resent her "unresponsible" actions of aborting the flight due to her height phobia (which is one of reason, but not the main) when the plane has not taken off... yet, as her family... her brother... he has to care for her welfare too... Princess doesn't want to put him in a difficult spot.. she felt bad to involve so many parties as a result of her irresponsible decision to fly by plane when she knew she don't want to and couldn't... She just thought it will be fun.. and yes... she was immatured to just think about herself... (and forgot that many others would be involved to enable her to take flight...) NOw.. she wanted to abort the flight cuz she knew this is no time for play and trial and error.. but she gotta face what she's called to do.. It's fun to her to just experience...
YET.. now.. she realised... there is a HUGE price to pay... a very HUGE price...
all princess wanted to do now is to hide and NOT face those she has disappointed.. She wanted to help them realising their dreams BUT she also wants to realise her own dream... Now all she wanted is to withdraw and hide...
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