tired... and i want to sleep...

I miss my bed.
I am tired & sleepy
my left eye is swelling again...
I am reiminsing the script the drama I just caught on youtube.. (and looking forward to the next episode next sunday midnite) and letting the creative mind spinning...
I am listening to Utada's Final distance... (and in sync with point above..)
I am tired and the bed is just next to me..
yet i'm refusing to sleep... why??

I wish to uncover the reason too...

Gotta log off..  Left eye getting swollen to extent it opens with a mere slit. Mindless rambles in the middle of the night...