today's my ministry overall i/c birthday... we gave a surprise via singing Corrinne May's the birthday song to her - the BVs taking the verses and the choir.. in parts during chorus.. She was genuinely surprised and touched... the i/cs presented her with the "mega-card" collated by the various i/cs and yes... it was a joyous occasion for all... somehow it's only the peeps that knows what's going on had a more enjoyable time.. it's a huge group.. so yes.. only the privileged few get to comprehend what's so interesting in the collage, the rest either participate with glee and joy to help add to the mood.. or stoned .. and oblivious... This song rang in my mind - radiohead's fake plastic tree... no pun intended..
at the moment, i wonder is this how one will feel if in the Outer Court? Perhaps.. Or worse...
i like to serve in the choir.. YeT felt like marching on the spot.. especially recently...and i don't like the feeling... felt like being stuck in a rut..
somehow the soul that was crying out... " hey ... listen to me.. " became.. "here, lend you a ear.... " i remembered what steven said... if you need encouragement. go encourage someone... in the span of 48 hours, had done that... glad i was enable to help my friends.. yet... some of the words said to the friend i was talking to was actually meant for myself tooo ....
Standing at the foot of the expectation... Going from level to next requires more than a small steps.. BUt either a huge leap Or many small steps next... the next course of action is obvious.. it sounds easy YET it's not.. Or perhaps, it's the fact that it's not evident to the natural, hence not that readily accepted by your natural processing ability as "attainable". Yet if I can do it via on my own efforts, would the fear factor remain? Certainly Not... cuz gotta factor God into the equation.......
Ah... 3 more months...
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