yes... He speaks

sometimes it just amazing how the answer can just come... this evening, during the pm, after the choir was dismissed from the stage.. went back to my cg area... hmm... was still pondering about why this member of mine, being ard for 2 years +.. went thru bs.. after bs... could still look around in amazement at others while 99% are in prayers... suddenly.. this thought balloon formed above my head... "he has not been baptised in the Holy Spirit yet..." I was kinda surprised initially.. cuz yes.. he does seemed to be praying in tongues... yet... not really... and it just daunted upon me.. perhaps so.. else.. should his life already been transformed? hmmm so..actually wanted to ask eugene to pray for this member.. * think might be a bit inappropriate for me to lay hands on him at this moment..* and lo and behold... before I knew it.. Pastor Derek was giving an altar call !! for those who wants the gift of tongues.. and yep.. like the impression i'd.. yep.. he responded... [in me... I was wow.. wow.. cuz ya.. it was totally in the flow... ahah]

yet.. haha.. I realised I'd not been serving much in the choir recently.. (cUz of my cg, can't really help out in other teams... and gotta forgo chance to sing for the aniversary... suddenly... i seemed to be rather distant from some of the choir members... ) so.. glad to be able to serve today.. (and yeah.. on fri... but i really forsee not for long....)
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hmmm.. i guessed some just thot it's glam... yet there are things that you can't see and won't know... unless you are there yourself.. and go thru it... and yet... if you know why you are there... in spite of it all.. you will find the strength to perserve on.... and nope.. don't think it's possible for me to elaborate here.... else.. tsk.. I don't want to bear the consequences... Am beginning to get use to this new pace of life... and yes.. the people who faces I used to shy away from.. as friends... they aren't so scary actually...

yup.. it's a phase of new things.. though yet again.. it took me loooong to contact shuan.. but finally i did... and i suppose yeah.. carmen. like what u say.. haha.. I'm the new girl... see ya on thurs.. hope ur headache is gone by nOw...

cheeriOs... embracing all these new things.....