hmmm... expected something and did not expect that really came to pass... nope.. it's not pure emotions lo.. Just too shocked that it happened like almost instantly... again.. deja vu.. yep... that has always been in me... since. .. haha.. day 1?
As I was preparing for leaving service today (Yikes.. i overslept again and woke up @ 730am! cabbed again. but then it's only 5.40.. so.. not as bad as to JW) the carnal lamentation :: why u silly tweet volunteered yourself to serve all 4 services for past few weeks? so tiring... afterall aren't u supposed to be taking a breather?-- Instantly, there is this almost audible reply ' that it's in preparation for future.. full time.. almost in a twinkle of eye.. i sorta dismissed that (always think that it might be my wishful thinking only and that almost everyone will have the feeling too... )
almost want to stay for service for s3 too cuz wa... powerful presence lo.. (I realised tears can melt my MAC pigment on my eyelid... shocked to see a blue streak down my right cheek.. like some de-oxygentated vein.. eks! ) but can't..
was in for a surprise today.. during service @ s4 ... woo jieyin... saw u too... :) happily sitting with joelle rite? hehe.. so bright how can i miss u! ooo.. to mention.. the expo choir got the chance to snap a pix with the F.I.R guy during sound check.. privilege! And while waiting for bus to come to fetch us to jw after pnw, we saw Pastor Kong! hehe.. :) He was soo personal and wooo .. wa.. :)
back to s4.. was blown away by FIR's testimony.. :) but the best is yet to come..
oh well.. for those who know me better.. it has always been in me and me always to go bible school (not to be nun la.. but to be equipped in the Word...) and sca.. and ya.. i almost went in 2005 but withdrew at the 2nd interview cuz.. NO FAITH.. (and i thought everyone would think like me la... so think that maybe not called la.. juz my wishful thinking again... ) and even before the end of service... many flashbacks of the past came to play.. and yep.. the deja vu feeling again.. and (*still thinking that EVERYONE would respond and stood up, or still doubting that it's once again my wishful thinking... *) was surprised to see eh.. not many lo.. It was then I truly understand what He meant by "many are called, few are chosen"...
when it's time... it's time... so wait and be prepared.. (yep, i was a scout.. haha that's the motto -- be prepared...)
Still blessed that God has sent kei & kelly to minister to me on fri & sat respectively.. to prepare me for today... like what kel said.. everyone needs to rest and be recharged...
so.. enjoy the rest I'm getting now... when i've re-charged... it's time to fly...
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