Egypt to the Promise Land..

It's been nearly 6 months since 'migration' and the promised sayonara has yet (and i think highly unlikely) will be materialized. Well, I'm not being bitter about it but this just dilutes the meaning to "Your word is your bond", somehow credibility has taken yet another dip. Oh well, perhaps to the rest, I've just done another disappearing act (again), but perhaps, that has been the most sensible decision made in 2011. Which is good, else I would definitely be super duber cynical especially in the season of 'r/s'. I've tried for the past few years (in total) but it seems not easy to plough though the dermis level. It just didn't make sense for my pseudo existence within simply because by virtue of amalgamation of the dispersed groups, I was assigned to be there and i chose then to be there thinking that I could be of some help. Perhaps I was naive, effort doesn't necessarily translate into success.. Anyhow, at least I had done what I was supposed to do and since that was not yielding any effects and somewhat not really appreciated/ reciprocated...time to sweep the dust and move on..

'Remembering' does not equivalates to 'unforgiveness'. It just so happens that God has given me with a brain that somehow retain bits and pieces of information longer than the norm. My sniper sight has given me the leeway to divert my path to avoid unpleasant encounters so far but I guess I would try to be a little more short sighted and not divert my path should I see the landmine ahead. I will step on it and flash my thousand mega watt. :D

But God is good.. at least , it feels like being in the land of milk and honey now..  Was apprehensive initially since I don't really know anyone of them except Jus and majority of them are staff/tv ministry leaders.. but it was not the first time being minority in a rather foreign land (guess the first experience was heading to the defuct hwa chong while the mass majority of my cohort chose the eastern jcs..).  Guess my fears were unfounded cuz since i can be classified as 'integrated' by now..

Really felt like the journey from Egypt to the Promise Land..  cuz at cg meeting (which is not the conventionally weekly due to the operational nature of the cg), filled not just spiritually with the Word and Presence but filled physically too.. cuz pst yong is a really good cook! :)

"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." Rom 8:28

Enjoying the spring time while it last.. :)