Humbled

I was not exactly expecting a reply when I posted a message on pastor's fb.. Since there are quite a number of new posts now & then.

I was surprised that seconds after I clicked sent - I received a notification that pastor has commented on my post!

Humbled cuz he took the effort to reply personally despite his busy schedule n it's midnight and he is still awake ., unlike some of us who just mass posted a thank you note as a status update ..

Gotta repent & be appreciative of those who cared enough to take a couple of minutes to drop their well-wishes ;)

Good Friday.. Easter Sunday

As a child, I'd always like good Friday.. I associate easter with Easter bunnies & chocolate eggs.. That was before I got to know the true meaning of Good Friday & Easter Sunday..

Did a short round the park prior to heading out to service this morning, despite the looming dark clouds seemed to be accumulating.. Not exactly a run since it's just a 5 & at the slow speed of 7km/hr.. Shortened the route since the wind was getting stronger & chilly and the clouds looked angry..

Somehow, this reminded me of the scene of Jesus' crucifixion..and in a flash of moment, I felt His presence & His words rang in my ears..

His words will not return to Him void but yet my faith is still smaller than the mustard seed.. Help my unbelief..

Guess being the Martha for the longest period of time had resulted in the current situation.. Until I can be like Mary..

I guessed being at where I am right now is for a divine reason though I am not exactly sure what. But I know the drive & passion I had few years back had surely depleted .. And the chain of events in this past couple of years had definitely been a catalyst of sort. Not finger pointing but I have myself to blame.. Guess I will enjoy this vacation breathing with Him until what was lost is regained somewhat..

And gosh! I was really peeved & yet amused by what the RW guy wrote on his Fb. Well if he is really the advocate of Grace, why ain't he be a doer of his belief and extend the grace to those he perceived to be stepping on the grey areas. Ain't he hypocritical to be advocate of grace and yet not gracious enough to stop harping on the perceived loopholes that were explored and extend his judgement on the matter?

上梁不正下梁歪也. He is certainly not portraying his leader is a good light .. Since he had left more than 1.5 years ago, why is he still following on the latest development & harping on matters which the judicial system in singapore has not pass a verdict on? Wonder if he understand what grace really is..

Oh yeah, milo doesn't come in a box and we didn't receive a tin last week. Writing that load of grey grace stuff as his status update really undermine his professionalism despite that he is supposedly a lecturer & financial planner .. etc oh well..

Well hope his teacher of grace will teach him what grace is this weekend. ;)